______!!! ये जिंदगी !!!______

मैं दो कदम चलता और एक पल को रुकता मगर...........

इस एक पल जिन्दगी मुझसे चार कदम आगे बढ जाती ।

मैं फिर दो कदम चलता और एक पल को रुकता और....

जिन्दगी फिर मुझसे चार कदम आगे बढ जाती ।

युँ ही जिन्दगी को जीतता देख मैं मुस्कुराता और....

जिन्दगी मेरी मुस्कुराहट पर हैंरान होती ।

ये सिलसिला यूँही चलता रहता.....
फिर एक दिन मुझे हंसता देख एक सितारे ने पुछा..........
“तुम हार कर भी मुस्कुराते हो क्या तुम्हें दुख नहीं होता हार का”

तब मैंनें कहा................

मुझे पता हैं एक ऐसी सरहद आयेगी जहाँ से आगे जिन्दगी..

चार कदम तो क्या एक कदम भी आगे ना बढ पायेगी,

तब जिन्दगी मेरा इन्तज़ार करेगी और मैं......

तब भी युँ ही चलता रुकता अपनी रफ्तार से अपनी धुन मैं वहाँ पहुचुंगा.......

एक पल रुक कर, जिन्दगी को देखूंगा और निकल जाऊंगा मीलों आगे जिंदगी से...
तब मुझे किसी भी हार का भय नहीं होगा,

तब मै मुस्कुराऊंगा अपनी जीत पे
याद करूँगा अपने सफ़र को, जो जिंदगी के साथ बिताये थे
देखूंगा दूर से बेबस जिंदगी को जो मेरे साथ नहीं आ सकती......
और मै निकल जाऊंगा अगले सफ़र को......
जहाँ अनजान रास्ते अनजान हमसफ़र मेरा राह देखती होगी…..

______!!!God Knows!!!______

god knows!!
he maintains a dossier on me...goddamnit!!
I love me
and the only thing I love more is
writing about me:
but y do I write
I was born in a small village
though I don't have any belonging
for any place in any season
I don't even know the reason
to me a hometown is like some kinda prison

so where was i?
yes, I was born in a small village
that makes me a poet
u no theres something in its mud
which got into my blood
and was there in me like a dormant bud
but now I can feel it in my gut
oh yes I know I am a poet!!
u don't have to believe that
either way I couldn't care less

by now u may b wondering
who m i?
i m a murderer, i'll bore u 2 death
i m a joker, i'll kill u with laughter
i m a lumberjack, i wont do ne thing
i m a clown, wearing my crown
on my nose...
i m the weather guy, i'll tell u which way the wind blows
yes, i m a song-writer, all of my songs i'll compose

but the truth is sometimes i lie
otherwise i'll become Jesus Christ!!
and then i'll be crucified
and i dont wanna die
so i said "Save me God!!"
God Said "Son, Save As?"
ive nothing against the lord
its just that i dont mean a thing
when i say Oh My God!!
ahem!! ooh i meant amen!!
but lord he made those beautiful beings called women
and all they do is woo men
oh no not all are same
some r different
hope your the one
woman or man
if u dont like this
please dont ban
i have a better plan
i can start it all again
just gift me a mercedes sedan
and say u'll be my fan
to all this theres no end
if you dont like it take a print out
and throw it in the trash can
its just some thing i cooked up
in the thoughts of my pan
all right then see u in japan!!

now once upon a time
i realized
when i wondered
that in this life i've made way too many blunders
so i took them all and mixed them in a blender
drank it and died
no wait, perhaps i survived

i love tears of joy, and laughter of pain
i love to get soaked in sweat, but not in the rain
that may make you think im insane
but please remember sane is but subset of insane
I'm not a monk, I'm not a zen
so my mind changes every now n then
yes, but change is the only constant
about this am not at all hesitant
though to accept this thought,
some may b reluctant

about me?
umm...
got to write a book about me or wat?
hah!! let me write a poem, sort of

u no someone said that someone said "lifes a stage and each must play a part"
well leave it, anyway hes dead!
and the someone who said someone said is also dead!!

well, so i do play my part
but sometimes it gets hard
and when the goin' gets tuff
i let it go... hee he
and i say lite le

now, rock its in my Veins
but my friends, they say
its in my brain!!
so i say do u wanna get rocked
or u'd rather be stoned!!
looks mine r okay
but books without them
i cant stay

well knowing me is like knowing you...
after all, v r humans
dont u think so too?
humans, v may b...
but it seems to me
i eat like a pig
sleep like a cat
love like a dog
remember like an elephant
oooh n i live in the jungle
the concrete jungle!!
the jungle of brick n mortar
the jungle of day dreams and motor car!!
but sometimes im lost in the jungle of my thoughts...

so dont just stay in the jungle, hey
come n see me some day
though my time is precious
and my money is less
but me? I'm priceless
but you still can pay me, a visit that is..

ok let me share a secret, shhh
im, u no, wat they call' intelligent'!!
dont tell it to n e 1,
they haven't discovered it yet ;)
so, about me, haan?
actually, what about me...
If you ask my friends about me
You'll only know what they think
If you ask mom
You'll know half the truth
But, if you ask me
You'll be totally confused
So come to me and find out what
I am to you

There are things I know
Revelations you know
But goddamn the Philosophers
They already knew what i now know
I am not Jesus, I am not Buddha
and I am not John Galt too
So, I may be something for some1 else
And something totally different 2 u..